Smile in the darkness

      Out of my window,the darkness gave me a signal:if you are habitted in the darkness of heart,you would be dissappionted for ever.sometimes,I want to find the way of making me in the positive attitude to the life,but always are beated by    my experiences which cutted off the robe attached to the sunshine.but,the frustrated happenning is not the domination which converts my good intention to the devil,the domination is my thoughts which are sometimes not superficial,but profound,gives me the light and warm to live simply and happily.      What kind of thoughts would release my pressure and gives me the ability to survive in the chilly and choppy reality which would distort  the heart fragile to the fragmentary condition,or make the heart wisom strong get the meaning of life,which  would push me to the heaven with lots of beauty and full .I would say that my thoughts is related to the thoughts themselves,if you can change the thoughts quickly and correctedly,you would be on the right trace to pusure the objects you want;if you are stubborn enough,you would be easily defeated by the fate which urgently need the wisdom light to cover the black in the mindset full of good and evil.      When I was a child,I do not know what is right or what is wrong,and have no faith which would comfort my soul to give me a light would direct my road to the tranquillized home. My pressure is from my family where my father is not a reasonable person and had no ideas on how to cultivate my individual personality and my character ,so in the long time ,I felt the life of mine is in hell,even if I have food to eat,have cloth to wear,but my heart was in deep frustration and had much hatre in the bottom of my heart , shaping my thoughts that the life had not power to lift me from   the miserable conditions.after long long time,the climate has been changed to more warm,the rivers have been changed to more polluted ,the hearts of many people have been changed by desire for money to be vicious,my god has given me the enlight that if you can comprehend the love ,the truth,you can have sheft below the sunshine which would fill you and warm you,so it is my fortunation,I can get the hints from god, giving me the truth which fattened my twisted raods in the mist,and I can smile happily and never be frustrated again.      Even if I explain the understanding of love and truth again and again,lots of people still had lof of question on my comprehension about the thoughts as same as my past.in my past,I was puzzled intensifiedly on some meaningful words.some people said to me the words wisdom,but it is like a fool who can not distinguish what is right or wrong,I am delayed to understand the truth ,which stumbled my existence and made me fall to hell.but the darkness is not always having no light,maybe my god has pity on me,one day I  found thoughts can change my action,my attitude to the life   I confronted that is in the embarrassed condition.after I have been changed to the peace life by the fresh way of thinking,I can in confidence make a conclusion that please believing in the god’s soul that tell   you what is yours,what is the most wonderful thing in this world worthy pusuring .you should love,should dent the suffering you have got,and smiling in the darkness.[责任编辑：男人树]　 赞 　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　(散文编辑：江南风)
推荐阅读:
·情感美文 男人性能力不持久女人哭死
·情感美文 丑女也浪漫，我爱上了眼镜
·情感美文 疯儿
·情感美文 女孩子最容易生气的N个场
·情感美文 美少妇和公公的乱伦故事